dark

i went outside with my sister this weekend, she’s 5. it was probably the last really warm and really sunny day of this year – almost  20 degrees celsius! today, as i’m typing this, it’s dark outside, 5 degrees and i lit up my candles …

a quiet day

today is november the second. a quiet day. i came out of the hospital today at 11am, my mum picked me up. i don’t like it when she comes to the hospital, her eyes are always so sad when she comes. she doesn’t like seeing …

motivation

  in the last few weeks, i felt like i had lost my motivation to … do basically everything. i didn’t want to go to school at all (which is unnormal for me, since i love(d) learning), i couldn’t study, i couldn’t practice the piano, …